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Sunday, December 19, 2010

~~~3P~~~

Itu lah mkne apa itu 3P…..ermmm…..as xde niat pun sakiti hati sape2…as pun xthu knpa as jd camni,mayb hasutan drpd syaitan kot…as dah niat dah,lepas jer blik dr KL ari tuh,as xnk pikir dah msalah2 kecik ni.tp,semakin as nk lupa,ade jer yg cuba menambah……as xthu nape Si A buat camtu,korang bayngkan,tiap2 pgi bile as masuk kije,msti ade je mslah as dgr dr mulut Si A,as xnk kasitau kat cni,lau ckit2 tu bleh la…….kenapa Si A bgtau as semua tu,as pun pelik,xthu la perkara tu btul atau tidak,as dgr je la,kadang2 as rse btul jugak apa yg Si A kate,ermm..as lnsung xambik hati pun..as buat bodoh jer,tp yg as geram nya,stakt kite jer thu xpe la,ni x,abih Si A kecoh,as pun jarang cite kat mama perkara2 yg berlaku kat tempat kije,sedangkan Si A,siap ayh Si A perli lagi as….sedih rse,tp as buat jugak muka tebal mcm xde pape yg berlakuL….kadang2 tu ade jugak as mls nk ckp ngn Si A,tp bile as pkir blik,kije tempat yg sama kne bertegur sapa jugak.cz ni melibatkan kije bkn nyer umh…ermmm….sampai Si B pun perasan perubahan as,aduiiiihhHHhh…tensyen btul la lau tiap2 hari camni,as pun dah blur xthu nk buat apa,…





Si A & Si B


KAdang2 tu ade jugak Si A senyap ngn as,tp as cube elak berckp ngn Si A,bkn ape,lau Si A senyap jgn harap la Si A nk jwb soklan kita…as pun xthu pe mlsh Si A ni,kadang2 ok kadang2 x…ermmm…..Si B pun ckp g2,…tp kadang2 tu as pun buat hal jugak,tp hal yg as buat bukn sengaja,tp as xtahan ngn setiap kate2 Si A,kadang2 tuh,Si A p cite kat kakak as,mne xgeram nyer,Si A cite ngn as len,ngn kak as len,ptt ke Si A buat g2 ngn saudaranyer sendri?????dr dulu lgi as tahan ngn sikap Si A…….

B4 as msuk kije lagi,as dah rse len mcm,ermm..mayb nasib as kot,tp As berterima kasih kat Si A & Si B kerna tawarkan job kat as,L tp jak menjak nih,as xthu nape,knpa Si A selalu cite kat as bnde yg mnyakitkan hati as pAsal Si B la pasal as la….






Sape xpanas hati kalau,tiap2 hari kite dgr bnde yg sama jer,dulu as selalu kongsi ngn Si B ape mslh as kat tmpat kije,skung x lagi,mlah as ngn Si B pun dah len mcm dah,xbertegur sapa pun ade,aduihhhh,,,asallLLLL jdi camni !!!!!!(tensyen tol la),tp kan,as cuba kawal perasaan as,nk buat xthu jer,tp as xleh,selalu jer ade halangan,tp as xleh la ckp pe halangn nyer kan,(simpan jer lam hati),.





Kadang2 tuh as rse pelik jer,nape time lau as cakp,suke2,kongsi2 lagu,kongsi2 minat,kongsi idea ngn Si B,msti Si A akn senyap,knpa die xjoin,xkn die jeles kot…xkn die xnk as ckp ngn Si B,as pun jd pening…..mayb Si B pun xthu nape as berubah jak menjak nih,as cuba nk kasitau Si B,tp as xde peluang nk ckp,tp bile as pkir blik,baik as senyap je la dr berkata2,terlebih kata buruk padahnye:_(


Tp bile as senyap,mkn diri as plk..errrmmmm….mgGu nih as sedih jer,ramai yg tgur as knapa muka as muram jer,sedey jer,as xthu nk buat ape,apa yg as tgk skung,Si A plk hepi bile as senyap,mayb Si A nk as cmtu kot…..as pun xfhm knapa Si A bleh hepi bile Si B buat salah……..sedangkan bile as buat slh,Si A mula laaa kaki report,huh,,,alaaa manusia mane yg sempurna xbuat clap langsung….ade jugak silap Si A yg Si B bgtau as,tp as langsung xckp kat sesiapa pun,hnye habis kat situ jer….KENAPA bile salah as,perangai as,Si A cerita semua kat org……

Apa harus as buat skung????as dah buntu dah.skung as tgah cuba mncri peluang nk berckap ngn Si B…..as pun xnk jd camni,as tensyen bile semua terjadi kat as,msti Si A ngn Si B ingt as suka sgt bile berdiam diri camni…as berdiam diri kerna as xtahan dgr xcrita dr mulut Si A,,blik jer kije,msti as tertnyer2,knapa Si A buat camni kat as,apa salah as kat die,tu la seBB utama as senyap secara tiba2……byk as diam byk la timbul persoalan dr korang berdua………lau as terlebih kata2 plk,byk org yg dengki ngn kemesraan kita…..ermmmmmmmmmmmm…..Bile as bersendrian dlm bilik,as msti terkenangkan apa yg dah buat kat Si B…msti as menangisL

Xpelah mayb ni sudah suratan hidup as,as redha je la,mcm mna sklipun terjadi,as tetap kene sabar,kerna sabar itu penting yg msti ade lam diri seseorg…


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